I try to understand
I try to know why
I have this feeling inside
I don’t understand
I don’t know why
So I don’t react to this feeling inside
It’s a little strange
A little weird
Sometimes a little happy
But it’s always unexplainable and undefined
So what do I do about this feeling inside
I’ve tried so hard to know
I’ve tried so hard to understand
This feeling inside
But my brain won’t function
And my mind won’t work
A feeling I can’t understand
And I don’t know why
Will stay a mystery for sometime
This feeling inside
This mystery inside.
Written 5-29-94